Raz's Point Blank


kill. or be killed.

something shallow for a change

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my wish list forĀ  Black Friday:

1. a heater to warm up my room

2. an earphone

3. an external hard drive

My address is:

2205 15th st

2F

Troy NY 12180

Do notify me which items did you purchase, so that i can cross them out accordingly. Thank you very much, and may god bless you.



November 20, 2009, 1:44am

run forrest run

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Point A—————————Point B

Get from A to B.

Simple enough?

Well some people just couldn’t get to point B; or even identify where is A in the first place.

Say i put an intermediate point at the middle, let me call that point C.

Now, get from A to B, without touching C. You must follow the path given.

Point A———-Point C———-Point B.

Now the mission becomes impossible. There is no way you can get to B without going through C.

No way.

But some people made it.

B is what you aim for- success, wealth, love, whatever.

A is the starting road to the struggle- sacrifices, work, thinking.

and C is the challenges- motivation, distraction, hindrances.

Some people did it.

Point A———-Point C———-Point B.



November 20, 2009, 1:30am

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“tidak ada yang bisa mengusir syahwat
atau kecintaan pada kesenangan duniawi
selain rasa takut kepada Allah yang menggetarkan
hati,
atau rasa rindu kepada Allah yang membuat hati merana!”

— Ibn Attoilah



November 19, 2009, 6:14pm

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“You can leave me and forget about me, but what if I’m the one?”

— razaleigh



November 19, 2009, 5:35pm

Post bundle

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I am doing a post bundle here (because i haven’t been writing for a while).

This is purely political guys, so bear with me. I believe Malaysia is heading to the wrong direction, we are taking a step backwards. Now, these are the problems that we are having right now.

1. Education system that is prohibitive

2. Corruption on all levels

3. Dead government sector

4. incompetent culture

5. judiciary crisis

6. high crime rate

7. low race tolerence

8. economic instability

9. misconduct of power

10. democracy?

see, i am now demotivated to write a close in on this. i can go on and on, but lets save it to another part.



November 17, 2009, 10:38pm

do you miss me? coz i sort of...

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it’s been a while, i admit.

let me tell you guys some truth. I DO care who reads what i write, and i DO care that what i write will not go to waste. Yes guys, i am just like any other person. I am human, shallow and indifferent.

I need support to live, i suffer and slough in the middle of the night every single night in hoping that tomorrow will come with a new hope, yet tomorrow i’ll be doing the same thing again.

I regret all the minutes and seconds that i wasted doing nothing, or wasting, and yet i am still wasting my ages away.

I am depressed and lonely and suicidal all the time. I stopped believing in hope a long time ago, and i hate being talked upon behind my back, but i love listening to people’s story again and again.

I am as judgmental as hell and i choose who to help and who to not help. I am pessimistic about people opening up their hearts and showing their frailness to people although that moment is human.

Let me ask you guys a question, and please Do answer me, don’t just ponder about it:

Before you go to sleep at night, every night, can you say you’re a good person?



November 17, 2009, 10:25pm

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November 04, 2009, 9:49pm

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October 24, 2009, 4:11pm

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well, the definition of love.



October 18, 2009, 6:07pm

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Bryan Adam’s fan check=6.7 million views on youtube.

it gave me goosebumps.

every single time.



October 18, 2009, 3:48pm