i’ve been having trouble motivating myself since i left school.
more so, the khazanah disappointment a few years backs still haunts me till today.
but you know, come to think of it, hey my mind is just a game of spinning, like the politicians.the say A one day, B the next day , and then inadvertently denying that they have said A at all.
like my mind. and yours.
we ourselves are setting it to be A or B. to be motivated or not.
Sure, we want to succeed. yes, but what is the biggest hindrance that we need to overcome? why is it that hard to block all other nuisance and distracting elements of focus?
the mind of course.
you can be 24 hours from home and still not be motivated. you can be the VP of Shell and still not be motivated. you can be lying there reading this and still not be motivated.
The mind is just a game of spinning. You want it to spin clockwise, or anti-clockwise. heck, it’s your choice.
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Is being an introvert a disease of the mind, or is it an option that we can choose to be or choose not to?
i feel that we have our own unique goals to achieve in our struggle or whatnot, and sometimes pursuing it means demoting other substance that makes us humans, like social interaction for the sake of the matter.
But now, in our eagerness to achieve whatever it maybe, at one point you have to ask yourself: what is the price you have to pay to achieve what you want all along, and more importantly, is the trade off that you’re making any damn worth it?
Completeness of self vs popularity.
but wait a minute,what if acute shyness is a disease. Do we have a cure for it if true?
If true, introverts are suffering from a disease, and extroverts are sick too. We who belong in these two extremes need help in containing (or expressing) ourselves.
You know people somehow mark these introverts as snobbish and anti socials but the truth is that we are just shy.Dot.These accusations are just the things that is going to make the introverts hide deeper in their caves.
people always seem to be happy when Eid comes by. But you know, i somehow feel sad that Ramadan had passed. Can i ever see you again? I’m so in love with you dear Ramadan, you’re the true gift from god to humans, a cleansing of the heart and a purifier of the soul.
“Oh Allah, please let me witness your beautiful month again, and please let me appreciate Ramadan better than i did before. And please let me be a better person outside of Ramadan, so that i can bear witness that i am your servant on the day where the Master and the servants meet for judgment.”
