I’ve found eternal love, but I let her go. She’s the one who believed in me, who never got angry, yet always supportive of me. She gave me a human side. To always remember,to always remember, that they are other people.

She treated me like I was so special that I felt so loved. An escape from the alienness that I felt everywhere else. I look forward to be there with her every single day. Spend nights at the loving crib. I was happy.

I don’t know what made me run.It was premature. I needed more love. I was naive to leave, and I couldn’t comprehend why. I regretted my decision. Please, don’t let me pay the price for leaving her. Please, or I’ll break down.

I remember when I was about to fly.Everybody else, everybody else gave me money. But not her,she gave me something else that is now far more valuable than money. She gave me a prayer. Instead, I gave her money.

I can be me around her. I feel safe. I don’t feel any pressure, I don’t feel any fire. I feel calmness and tranquil. When I think back, I always cried, I miss you. I wanna meet you the first thing when I get back. You are my priority.

Oh Allah, let me see her. let me see her and gave her hugs and kisses that she deserves. Oh Allah, grant her jannah.